how can i cheer myself at night?

its at night.and i'm afraid to go out for walks to cheer myself up like i would if its in the middle of tha day.the usual path i would take.i think its freaky at nite.dark.quiet.dark.spooky.i am thinking.this moment.yes.where would i walk to if i wanna go out walking at this hour.somewhere where there's light.*nods to self*but a bit weird walking aimlessly.anyways.dun care.since its a thursday nite i hope i dun meet any funny weird drunk ppl.doubt it.:P haven decided bout the walk.i might go.i might not.if i'm going i'll go after i bathe.feel sticky.considering.i might lose my interest afterwards.will see.:P

*updated*
i chickened out.guess i'd prob do that another night.just finished hot shower,comfortable and lazy.and mood feels ok.no no going walks.

ways to perk up yr mood in palmie

1 take a walk along the jogging trail.
2 feeding the ducks and swans.
3 hanging out with nice bunch of friends.
4 shopping.

dinasours

this song is stuck in my head.hehe.courtesy of nisha and may i think.nice song thoh.:P

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

diana ross's if we hold on together (OST the land before time)

the hormone of love

as much as i hmm how shall i say....do not like really like chemistry(i don't hate it really),there's one chemistry lecturer who is really rather interesting and i find it amusing to listen to his lectures if i'm not falling asleep.i know i've mentioned about him before.trevor,his name.he is very indulged in chemistry-its like his passion.his life.his soulmate.good for him that he found something he really loves doing.its always a pretty sight to watch someone enjoying what he's doing especially working rather than slugging off day after day loathing their job.

he mentioned about something interesting in yesterday's lecture(like it when he start telling stories).whoever who attented would have known.oxytocin.hormones.chemistry.hmm....love is all about chemistry after all.hehe.like when ppl mention that couples have the chemistry.the body secretes the hormone oxytocin.like motherly love,fatherly love,sibling's love,couples love,love for your pets,love for yr friends.i find that so amusing about human bodies.mammals to be exact.

now my recent updates then:
ntg much really.been much free-ier aft the sem tests.but aft sem tests means finals are up next.its only 2 more weeks and its finals.and i just realised that a couple of days ago.and we're still in the sport craze and play mode.have to switch it soon.i'm telling myself from next week onwards its intensive studying hard!!!!!!!don't want to regret later.and after finals is playing time!love playing.well then.when i am more hardworking and more free, i shall upload pictures of easter in christchurch and other random pictures in palmie.for now....

*happy ppl eating ice cream-what we do quite frequently :P

somebody out there cares

stuffs that will be in your thoughts,bugging you,making your mind keep thinking about it constantly.probably making you feel a bit hmm...down.upset.just not as cheery as usual.they can never leave you for good.they may come and go.the nicest thg when these stuffs come up.you feel so relieved so glad that you have invaluable friends who will always be there for you.some may know your thoughts.some may not.some asked out of concern.some tried hard to cheer you up.some stayed up late-sleepless nights to help you cope.some texted.some gave hugs.some protects you.all the same,they care.thats what made the difference.having that in mind,you feel safe.someone will always have your back.ppl can't stand tall all the time.whenever you fall,your friends will help you back up.thats whats consoling.thanks. :P

simplicity

if only everything is all so simple.most things have the simplest explanation.simplest way through the problems.less disagreements.less conflicts.less doubt.less controversies.less complications.simple.easy.good.