blOOdy!

ah today i donated blood again. the 3rd time so everything is usual. nothing seems to be freaky or what not. but the special thing is that i fainted. haha. (: yes. i was done donating and was walking over to get my jacket on the chair and i just felt like it was dark all of a sudden. i was thinking of getting my bag as well but the next thing i know i woke up with faces above me asking if i'm ok. haha. it's nothing major, just black out for a bit and i am sorta excited bout it cz i've never fainted in my life and i thought that's one thing marked off my list. i know i'm weird. another thing i haven't had and will like to try is nose bleed.

randoms on a monday

1. i woke up late today and just wore 2 layers to sch. clever me, i was freezing cold when the wind blew. and we have agronomy practical today too! *shivers*

2. i brilliantly touched the electric fence while trying to kick some mud out of the way. -_-

3. i was being very defensive to a certain smtg my friend asked me. thinking back after i responded, i don't know why i reacted that way. i shouldn't have really. there's no reason to. probably cz i was afraid what he said was true? i think so. i was afraid to admit and refuse to.

4. i called the airlines company today to change my flight dates without checking the dates. so when he asked i was blur. and i brilliantly, again! gave the wrong date. lucky i checked again so i changed it. dang! i seriously hope i didn't make any silly mistakes and i haven't realise yet.

5. i microwaced my gel warmer today.*you are suppose to microwave it to heat it up just so you know* a heart shape one. so cute. but it only lasts awhile and it got back cold.and every 15 seconds interval? not very user friendly is it.

6. i had turnip and carrot soup and sorta like own version of char kuey teow for dinner. (: tht's gonna be my lunch too.

7. i am obsessed with fringe now. to the extent that day i dreamt bout some bizarre incidents. a girl who cut her wrist and had all her blood vessels crawling all over the walls. not bloody tho funnily. and i think one of my lecturers look like nina sharp of massive dynamics while one of my classmates who look like peter bishop. fascinating! LOL * i asked my friend to confirm if they really look alike btw - and it's a yes and a no*

8. i cut my thumb while cutting onions for dinner. but its just skin deep although i was pretty sure was pretty sure i was using pushing down rather hard. either my skin is real thick or the knife is real blunt.

9. i have a confession. i stole smtg. well, to defend myself it was left there long time and nobody seem to want to claim it so i took it. i seriously hope its ok to do so. :S

10.  i just found out i have 2 tests up next week and i still want to do nothing. not study at least. *dies*

good thing or bad thing?

you know, how miraculous one's mind works. some ppl put so much thought for some really simple stuffs that do not even require that depth of thinking. conversely, some ppl just simplifies anything that comes to their mind. which is better?

do you think emotions and thoughts are inter-linked? between one person and another? they just pass on so easily. like an infectious disease that travels via air or something. how easily your emotions, your mood is affected when you see a happy couple getting married. or when you see someone grieving. thoughts and reasoning hits you then next thing you know, you're so affected.

is it possible?

is it possible for happiness to stay forever and never go away?and sadness never ever come knocking on your door?ever.

i know the answer is obvious.but i just felt like asking.i am not sad btw. :P

you know it's really funny...one just really has this preference over some other stuffs compared to some other stuffs.really do.and i've just realised it right now,right this moment.well, i know my description ain't that good.and very confusing too with all the generalisation.but ah well,what the heck.i wonder humans just have this naturally you know.like this some other stuff may be a hell lot more beta than this other one,but when one seriously likes that certain stuff,nothing changes it.nor does time.ermm...lemme give an example,its just like a shoe that you've spotted.well probably its just any other heels from nose.very common,usual,nothing out of the unusual,price:average-not too expensive or too cheap.but you just like it,like simply feel in love wth that pair of heels.then there is this other freaking expensive pumps or wedges or whatever-la from erm..probably jimmy choos.really this pair of heels that can make heads turn and everyone would die to have a pir of that pair of gorgeous stillettos(dunno how to spell).and somebody out of the blue decides to give it to you as a gift.well,simply,i you have already set your eyes on those nose ones,don't you think you'd rather have it than the jimmy choos??ok,well,i think my example is a lil exaggerated.prob just a vincci heels.so...one usually just have this preference over the other don't you think?well,at least i think i do.it just happens know.its like this subconcious thing in you.its as if that pair just have that thang with you.prob you couldn't get hold of it cause it was already out.so if the next time you see it again,you'd be sure to get it.of course i'm not only referring to shoes in particular.its as if it applies to everything.

sometimes you think that the stuff(probably that pair of shoe)has gone out of your life cause there is no stock left,out of your size..so you've done griefing and being sad over the whole incident.like get it over with the disappointment that you couldn't buy that pair of pumps.then,one day you were just walking in a shopping mall scounting and just looking around when your eyes met this glittery glow.you know instantly that was the pair.and i meant "the" pair.at that moment,it was as though you could feel connection with the shoes.omg.hehehe..mind me i'm starting to exaggerate.so do you get my point.probably not but still..you just happen to prefer that shoe over the rest....

well that's just that...gee.. i think this is the aftermath of reading the shopaholic book.