tick tocks

the clock is ticking aways

and

time is running outs.

bid bid bidding

it is 3.51 am now in msia. and i am (patiently) waiting and waiting and making sure tht i get that bed from trademe so i will have a bed to sleep on when i get back to palmy. yes, there is such thg as autobid(yes pat pat) but i am silly enough to wake up at this hour to make sure everything goes well rather than have the computer do its job. cz cz what if somebody else just win me by a dollar???!! i cannot take that.hehe.

so while aimlessly waiting for the bid to close and refusing myself to do any fruitful work like writing my 3 reports(!) i am blogging out of boredom and hunger.

and after i wrote that ... i dunno what to write oledi. ishhhh!!

okays how about what was running thru my mind before i fell asleep on the couch. the falling asleep wasn't on purpose but the couch was intentional?? anyways, i was thinking. is 19 really that much different than 20??? they are only one number after another but the feeling is so different. you have a two rather than a 1 . and that makes you seem a lot a lot older. when you mention you're 19, you still seem like some kid somehow.20 makes you almost an ADULT. o.O oh well, or so i think. back to what i was babbling ranting about the last time. it's about time i start to grow up...*when i grow up i wanna be ..... ~pussycat dolls song~ *

ok i siao ki d.....argh....11 more minutes to waste before i can sleep.....

i am still currently leading..hopefully that lasts.

and and did i mention internet connection at this hour is just superbly awesomely greatly amazing??? cz obviously how mamy other ppl will typing away on their blog at this hour (at least not frequently i thinks)

5 more minutes ~


hehes~

and another thing. cny is almost here..the master plan of going on a family trip is whooshed away by the wind because mummy is scared of going to the beach aft the penang dragon boat incident :S and cameron seem like it might be packed with ppl (probably) and mostly cz all of us are too lazy to have a proper planning and all. so staying home...which is good really cz i like staying home during cny. i think cny is meant to be for staying homes (: err...i dun mean to rub it in for anyone who's not home for this thgy...

moving on~ that means i'm going back to nz soon too.hmmm~ in a way i am excited to properly organise, arrange, decide however i want my room to be...i like that feeling. to be able to decide for yourself. and also the house we are going to stay in. looking forward to a homey place.
but but that means i am going to start studying hard .... (new year resolution to not slack off like last year) hmmph


alright!!!!


finally settled my bed. *sigh of relief*

off to bed then in hunger

YOU!

i miss YOU!!!!

remina doh li sheen
quek xin wei
nichole choo sim mee
wong hui chin
winny kelvinia
subhashini
thyaga
kummy
nadesh
ikhwan
melissa gertrude
joanne richard
lim yi phing
amy ooi wan tze
ng tian wei
erin koo kee hoon
chuah eu nise
chua tee ni
jira devi
nellissa rahmat
ooi ee jane
pat kang ying
may lau nee yung
nisha nadaraja
tan shirley

checklist

i just did massive junk food shopping just now (: it was very satisfying when i can put anything i want into the trolley and mum will say yea yea go ahead. heheh....ok i am being pampered. ah well, it is...stocking up for the year :D *grins happily*



this is only a portion of what i bought obviously...haha.i was too shy to really snap a picture at the counter. and the cashier actually asked "sampai mana?" when it was actually the whole line of stuffs.

well so far i had a ticked off a lot from my checklist (:

1. popiah
2. oo chian
3. loh mee
4. prawn mee
5. laksa
6. nasi lemak
7. roti canai
8. mango?
9. wantan mee
10. lake garden
11. hair cut
12. hair dye
13. kl shopping
14. pan mee (not the one in kl - kin kin pan mee yet thoh)
15. hot plate noodle
16. cendol
17. tau hua
18. tau chui
19. ice kacang
20. suet san
21. ikan bakar
22. pineapple fried rice
23. century egg porridge
24. dim sum
25. mee rebus
26. the taiping rain
27. ramlee burger
    

okay i am just pretty much listing down what i had so far . its not really a checklist that i have written down or anything.but the checklist of cz sorta does exist at the back of my head.wtv i thought of eating....yadaa yadaa...hahah....and you might alr noticed that most of my list comprised of food. yea yea....what else do i like more than food ?? heeeeeeeeee~

until then... i am now trying to fulfill everything before less than a months time...
probably i shudn say so really...sounds like i am going back to prison ...its nothing like that whatsoever (:

P/S: happy birthday sisssssssyyyyyyyyyy (:

in that drawer

how long has it been?it has been 4 years, 4 years since i've left my secondary school. when you say the exact years out, it just give me the shivers... years have actually passed, not months or days. i am no longer the student who have just finished SPM and waiting for results. i am in uni now. feels weird to put it like that.

i took some time today to look back at some of my old stuffs, stored away in that corner, some in boxes, some in locked drawers. they bring back memories of my schooling time, or my college time. makes you think how you have changed over time. so different i even wonder if i am the same person. some things in the past i may not dare to let anyone know. some changes in me that was not for the best. some stuffs that i have let down and put aside and not handled the right way. looking back, i will not have thought 4 years later i will be changed into this person. no, i do not have that in mind. too lazy too careless to bother about some of the most important things to me. how can i claim that they are important to me if i have abandoned them???

i am sorry. and a promise to myself, i should put effort and not take things for granted.

new year and growing up

new year's almost here. counting down - 9 more hours to 2010 according to msian time.a year just passed, just like tht. it definitely felt soon enough. going into a brand new year has it's pressures. means you've grown another year. or more like you should have grown another year. growing up means more decisions to make, more dilemmas, more responsibilities. at least i think so.

fuhh... but bad thoughts aside. brand new year also means new beginning. resolutions to make. new targets to work towards. thats not too bad a thought. looking forward to good times ahead in 2010.

wishing everyone a happy new year HAPPY 2010!!!

and not forgetting today's new year's eve --> 31st december so birthday wishes to my bro and to dearest pat pat (:

back...

i am back in msia for almost a week now. the feeling is strange after you have left a place for so long. prob i had a bit of time to get used to the asian country feeling cz i was in spore for awhile but it is still different when i was back in taiping. i was preparing myself for more changes to be frank. but my house still looks the same. LOL still as messy, my mom is prob gonna kill me if she knows i'm letting this fact out. haha. not like my friends who have been to my hse are ignorant to this. :P everywhere else seems pretty much the same really. well there is the new hotel in taman tasik. i can't think of any new stuff really. are there more ??

the good thg about being home is family and friends. haven't seen them for so long. always good to catch up and tell about my stuffs and let them tell theirs too. besides that is tv. i can channel surf again! one of my hobbies. hehes. never attached to tv when i am away from home. only glued to it when i am back again. has it got smtg to do with my hse?? there's also bali and nicky :)

oo~ and not forgetting all the comments i get when ppl see me. geez. as much as i tried to avoid the "ooOOH~ you're fatter!" it's really inevitable. bahhhh... isk isk. and surprisingly i also got "you look like you've grown taller". i didn't know i can still grow at this age. it is prob because i continuously eat and some of the many of my intake has contributed to my height??

there's so many to do while i am back here. and i seem to have too lil time for it. hmms. i shall try my hardest to squeeze everything in. one of it is the supposedly kiam pui plan. hmms. hmmMM~