surprisingly i am not surprised.how surprising is that? o.O
probably cause i had seen it coming?perhaps.maybe.probably.
i am amazingly calm.not much of emotion.hmm...
i actually think this is for the better.i seriously do.funny.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
strings of memories
*tonnes of smileys to cheer up yr day
*the collection adds on* thanks to me wonderfullous frens who gave em to me for me bday :)
*white water rafting in rotorua :) :)
*kaya+toast in auckland.heavenly.revisiting msia in nz :) :)
*from auckland sky tower*nite view :)
*momo tea-ing in auckland
*rata(dunno how to spell)
*eco (same here)
*ellie?lily?(i forgot)
*the late sammy( i named him.but he's now partly in nc's tummy.partly in michael's.i suppose he's already digested :S )
*heheh~ adorable pug met in countdown :)
*silly putty in mr cue being silly(what she does best lol :) )
*maymay=piggy when d yum char-ing (the snout is durian puff)
*sumo wrestling!!! in sakura fest lol. :)
*my room now (if its neat)
*bday lunch out
*i am 19 (cake courtesy of patpat)*dinner thanks to everyone present :) :)
Thursday, September 17, 2009
в мой последний день подростка
я провел первые несколько моментов моего 19-ого дня рождения, чувствуя себя счастливым и счастливым. я благодарю Бога за все замечательные вещи, которые я имею. я кричу, благодарный, и я не могу отрицать грустный в то же самое время. глупый я, крича мой путь из моей подростковой жизни.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Monday, August 31, 2009
Thursday, August 13, 2009
putting together the right puzzle pieces
what do i want in my life?have you asked yourself that question before?
yea most of everyone would have.in the sense that what you wanna study.what you wanna do for a living.but beyond that.and beyond that.
what do you want in your life?
what is the ultimate goal?
not just another week spent trying not to fail your papers.or another week enjoying yourself,having holidays,having no worries bothering your mind.beyond all those too.
*i have spent my life so far....now that i am reflecting on it.i have not done much.very little in fact.a whole 18 plus years.have i had a purpose all these while living my life?or was i just following the flow?just follow the crowd.its as if i am following where the traffic led me with no end destination in mind.
it was as if everything was laid out readily for me.step by step.what i had to do was just follow through.i don't think i had really thought it over-what else do i want in my life? what do i want to do? what is missing there?
what i had in mind all these while was simple.do what i have always dreamed of.once,i only searched for fun in life.i wished there were no worries.only fun.most unfortunately,life does not come without worries,pain,sorrow.not that they're all bad or good either.its like part of life.cannot be helped.cannot be changed.
due to the existence of sorrow,so there is also happiness,its counterpart.
is happiness the ultimate goal in life?in my life?in everyone else's life?probably not.
but is it not only normal human search for happiness in life?
is there something beyond that?
will i be satisfied if i just continue living my life as it is?
follow as things come my way.
not searching.
not seeking further.
not digging deepeer within.
not initiating.
no.i don't think i'd be satisfied.
i'm sure chance will come my way as long as i am willing to take it in.
be ready to change.take in something new.courageouos enough to try.
fill out the missing piece in the puzzle perhaps.
is that what i am searching for?
yea most of everyone would have.in the sense that what you wanna study.what you wanna do for a living.but beyond that.and beyond that.
what do you want in your life?
what is the ultimate goal?
not just another week spent trying not to fail your papers.or another week enjoying yourself,having holidays,having no worries bothering your mind.beyond all those too.
*i have spent my life so far....now that i am reflecting on it.i have not done much.very little in fact.a whole 18 plus years.have i had a purpose all these while living my life?or was i just following the flow?just follow the crowd.its as if i am following where the traffic led me with no end destination in mind.
it was as if everything was laid out readily for me.step by step.what i had to do was just follow through.i don't think i had really thought it over-what else do i want in my life? what do i want to do? what is missing there?
what i had in mind all these while was simple.do what i have always dreamed of.once,i only searched for fun in life.i wished there were no worries.only fun.most unfortunately,life does not come without worries,pain,sorrow.not that they're all bad or good either.its like part of life.cannot be helped.cannot be changed.
due to the existence of sorrow,so there is also happiness,its counterpart.
is happiness the ultimate goal in life?in my life?in everyone else's life?probably not.
but is it not only normal human search for happiness in life?
is there something beyond that?
will i be satisfied if i just continue living my life as it is?
follow as things come my way.
not searching.
not seeking further.
not digging deepeer within.
not initiating.
no.i don't think i'd be satisfied.
i'm sure chance will come my way as long as i am willing to take it in.
be ready to change.take in something new.courageouos enough to try.
fill out the missing piece in the puzzle perhaps.
is that what i am searching for?
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