wednesdays with trevor

yep i said i'd be away for a bit,probably until after bio labs test.but ah....*my bio cells test is this coming wed*i'm so bored this morning....woke up at 7.35am and missed my chance to have "ew char kueh" and "tauhua" and "tau chui" for breakfast.i missed it by 35 minutes.damn.i felt like i just fell asleep from last night for like 30 minutes and its already 7.35.i didn't even realise when i fell asleep.i was suppose to study bio cells...just can't get myself to do it just yet.

yea,so i wanted to blog bout my goal of becoming a better person.heheh....my resolution.i don't think i'm making much progress really.man.i have all this bad thoughts in my mind that i need to get rid off.so terrible.must learn to shoo them off my head.and i did a bad thing yesterday.i wasn't really feeling it when i was doing it.but now i thought back.i don't think its really nice of me.:( was talking to a new person....just talking,introducing...finding topics to talk about but i felt so awkward...like we run out of topic so to be polite*i mean thats naturally what you do*so you just think of what to say and keep the conversation running.it was really not that bad talking to her really.but i wanted to like escape from talking to her.and and how can i ???and right after talking to her i was like oooh....."lucky its over","at last" that sorta thg.and talk bout my conversation with her to others after that?not the nicest thg ever but it just came spontaneously to me.argh....so does not fit my goal of becoming good person.have to learn not to do that really.evil of me.hump.must tell myself not to do that again.and not to think bad about others when i don't really know for myself.must remind myself not to judge!

and yeah initially i wanted to blog about my all time favourite book.i wonder i've ever blogged bout this cause i know myself i get so excited bout smtg i like and can babble on and on and on about it.well...its my blog i can do whatever i want. :P tuesdays with morrie.its gotta be a damn popular book everyone had read by now.i know its common but its still my favourite.really cool book everyone should keep a copy even you've read it.*planning on doing that myself*so inspiring and amazing.just awes me....how someone can be so optimistic when the world looks like its crumbling onto him.after reading the book*right after* i was so inspired to be looking at the positive side of everything of life.but of course that inspiration decreased gradually with time.but still...it sorta amazes you in the way that you think you should be living your life happily cause you're so so much more lucky than so many people out there.he could be so happy even though i think most people would be under depression if they're in his shoes.hehe...just a random thg.there's a lecturer here,his name is trevor.he just sometimes reminds me of morrie.well,i don't mean to say he'll get a disease or something*touch wood,i would never want that!*he seems like the nice cool person.and lecturing chem.i dun like chem that much.but attending his lectures make me smile cz he look so contented teaching something he likes and enjoy so much.and he looks so happy...like inner happy in him.hahha...i'm babbling on again.and one of my friends jokingly said he wanted to write a book...wednesdays with trevor.funny.ah...that was something random to get out of my head. :P

well,well,just felt like getting that stuff outta me when i'm thinking bout it.sounds like some philosophy or something so i shall move on.nothing much been going.these few weeks aren't very eventful cause everybody's just busy with their term tests.but ahah!easter breaks coming soon.can't wait for it to come.no bio cells lab and physics lab.so happy.and 2 weeks break.going easter camp.hoping to go somewhere and do some shopping.fun stuffs ahead. :P but of course,after easter break there's chem term test.o-o....must study real hard and get someone to teach me cz most of the time i don't understand what the lecturers saying.sei lo.

anyways,was thinking of getting rid off my mince pork i bought in the fridge so i googled to see what i can cook.aish....and there's a few choices.don't know which to cook.i dun really mind just chucking some random stuffs together and cook but well,i'm not the only one eating it.i have to be considerate :P.not everyone so chin chai like me.heheh....no good chin chai...no standard.so.probably i'll try spicy and sour pork balls??hope it works out.will ask some advice and see :P.i wanted to cook japanese tofu with pork mince ac.cz i miss eating "tit pan tofu".but i dun have japanese tofu.tonight we're having like massive dinner again.we seem to have it every saturday.today's its gonna be like pot luck.have that quite frequently.reminds me of the nice bak kut teh,mushrooms,kangkung+belacan from last pot luck.nyum..hungry d :P.so fun.love doing this..get togethers and food :P.and tmrw going out for dim sum i think.how can i refuse that tempting and luring offer???hehehehhe...