you know it's really funny...one just really has this preference over some other stuffs compared to some other stuffs.really do.and i've just realised it right now,right this moment.well, i know my description ain't that good.and very confusing too with all the generalisation.but ah well,what the heck.i wonder humans just have this naturally you know.like this some other stuff may be a hell lot more beta than this other one,but when one seriously likes that certain stuff,nothing changes it.nor does time.ermm...lemme give an example,its just like a shoe that you've spotted.well probably its just any other heels from nose.very common,usual,nothing out of the unusual,price:average-not too expensive or too cheap.but you just like it,like simply feel in love wth that pair of heels.then there is this other freaking expensive pumps or wedges or whatever-la from erm..probably jimmy choos.really this pair of heels that can make heads turn and everyone would die to have a pir of that pair of gorgeous stillettos(dunno how to spell).and somebody out of the blue decides to give it to you as a gift.well,simply,i you have already set your eyes on those nose ones,don't you think you'd rather have it than the jimmy choos??ok,well,i think my example is a lil exaggerated.prob just a vincci heels.so...one usually just have this preference over the other don't you think?well,at least i think i do.it just happens know.its like this subconcious thing in you.its as if that pair just have that thang with you.prob you couldn't get hold of it cause it was already out.so if the next time you see it again,you'd be sure to get it.of course i'm not only referring to shoes in particular.its as if it applies to everything.

sometimes you think that the stuff(probably that pair of shoe)has gone out of your life cause there is no stock left,out of your size..so you've done griefing and being sad over the whole incident.like get it over with the disappointment that you couldn't buy that pair of pumps.then,one day you were just walking in a shopping mall scounting and just looking around when your eyes met this glittery glow.you know instantly that was the pair.and i meant "the" pair.at that moment,it was as though you could feel connection with the shoes.omg.hehehe..mind me i'm starting to exaggerate.so do you get my point.probably not but still..you just happen to prefer that shoe over the rest....

well that's just that...gee.. i think this is the aftermath of reading the shopaholic book.