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of very weird dreams

i woke up a few times today cz i had weird dreams. should i call them nightmares cz they aren't that pleasant. and another weird thg is that i actually remember my dreams clearly this time around. usually i will lose them once i wake up and had to think really hard if i can recall.

the #1 weird dream :

i dreamt that someone had their little baby inside a washing machine. i have no idea how the fella got in there but well let's say he/she didn't get out safe and sound. all mushed up and i still remember which shirt i've got in the washing machine with all the remnants. so gory right. i was surprisingly calm in the dream, just irritated by the stains on my shirt. o.O

the #2 weird dream :

someone decided to slaughter my poor dog bali. so when i went home he was half cut up? but he's still jumping around happily. it's funny why his insides are still intact when he is cut up, now come to think of it. anyways, it's supposedly for some charity? or for some poor ppl to eat? huh???!!! i was like arguing with this person.. how can that be? then what about the animal's welfare yadaa yadaa... and they are still waiting to cut him up again... the thing is they are doing it slowly instead of just killing him off one time and using his meat. WTH???!!!

very weird.i hope there's no babies in my washing machine and my dog is still safe.

:D

ahhh what words can describe what an awesome day i had.

syiok? happy? awesome possum? wonderblissful? absolutely fabulousome? ecstatica???

hahah...i suppose you get the point. i'm giddidilyyy~ high hehe...

it's the just aftermath of having a grrr...greattt day out at the beach fishing at Scott's ferry, playing games, hanging out with friends,getting yr hair blown like crazy person, getting sandy all over, sunburnt perhaps, played childhood *tiring* ice-and-water, getting wet from the sea, building sand animals :) , eating lunch with extra sand flavouring, dropping cap into the sea water, killing sharks (probably not so good a part), have kebab even when you're totally not very hungry, eating lollies like fruit bursts, chupa chupps and zombie chews and laughing hard. came back and had a greatly filling, scrumpdiddlycious dinner with friends and had fun after as well.

how much better can a day get? <3

(:

ladadada~

this saturday marks me being back here for a month already. how time flies really. so far i've been very preoccupied with settling down in the new flat to notice how fast the time has passed. reaching a month and i haven't done anything i should say. i am still very preoccupied - tests coming up before the easter break and i seem to have so much more to do these days. that is a good thing, felt like the last time i have just buried myself and refuse to go out. aside from the tests that i am "looking forward" to, there are really stuffs that are definitely worth anticipating (: like weekends, fishing trip this saturday, easter camp, easter holidays, parents coming over (hoping i can meet em). there are so much in store for me. looking forward is a great feeling and gives you the drive to accomplish stuffs.

flatting out is definitely a very new experience altogether. moulds you into a disciplined person i would say. waking up early (that means sleeping early too cz you have to catch bus in the morning), packing lunch for the next day.... life has been about routine since i've been flatting. and you also get the feeling of being independent or house-wifey in other words. all the laundry, drying clothes, worrying bout the weather for laundry, cleaning up the house. i must admit i do miss staying on campus - unlimited electricity (heater on 24 hrs), walking back to the room for nap in between classes, dryer and lotsa washing machine, the long table, proper lighting, the ducks knocking on yr window to wake you up, the window that you can stare out and dream, the jogging track that never fails to freshen you up....

ahh but flatting out has a new awesome feel to it anyhow. i like the walking here and there from my far-out-of-the-way house, the big garden, isabelle and elvis, the catching bus home from sch, the catching-bus-in-the-morning routine, the lemon tree and the ppl. (:

yucky eggies

:( urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just found some eggie stuff on my shirt *pukes*
what sorta buggie stuff laid eggs on my shirt????!!! when did it get there - when my clothes were drying or tht creature lives in my room?? :S :S :S oh dear...plz don't tell me it lives in my room. then i'd have egg infested clothes, bed, chair... argh...the thought of tht gives me itchies here and there....i can almost imagine some creepy crawlies creeping under my skin...

so i had to wash out tht darn eggs from my shirt and i don't dare to leave the shirt in my laundry basket. what if one egg is still there and the stuff inside breaks lose and infest all my other clothes???? *shivers* i was partly hoping the hot water i ran over the eggs had kill em o.O

why why?????how do i get rid of these creatures. yikes.

remember remember

i think so far, or even for the past year, i've been so blurred. i had moved too fast, or should i say i wanted to move so fast and i am missing the whole main point altogether. i probably only took notice of the little sidekick details which i would not say didn't matter. but not as much. then today, i thought, certainly i would not be happy if i am just wishing everything will pass by. i am not taking in what i learn. it is as if i am a machine where information passes through then the machine has no memory whatsoever what had went through after. this is what i wanted but why am i not looking at the end point? until yesterday, i was only thinking about tomorrow. not the week after, not the next month, certainly not the years ahead. i am no kid no more. i should start thinking bout these stuffs eh.

my mind has to grow up.