mixed feelings

i am going to be away for some time.a few weeks.for those of you,actually most of you would have known i suppose.cz i would have mentioned it to you in some way or another.hmms like the fb inbox that we made into a chatroom *for those of you who knows* LOL

so,farm.i suppose i don't get internet connection there.well actually farms aren't that not modern i suppose but still.i don't suppose if i go there for farm work and i'd be wanting to use their internet eh. and not to mention, using internet to blog or fb *as usual*. hehe~ i don't think that's too convenient.

a mixture of feelings.i haven't had much sleep at all the past few days. i don't have insomnia, no. never had that problem before, lucky me. but i would think that insomnia would definitely save up so much of my time. but, on the other hand i don't think it would be a nice feeling not being able to sleep and rest when you're dead tired huh. today i only have...hmm a couple of hours sleep? don't really know cz i was dead tired from halfway packing, lied down on my bed and fell asleep. lucky my friend texted me....*i assume* some couple of hours later so i woke up. and continued my massive-one day-packing-clearing everything in my room. it's so difficult to pack cz i still have to work in the farm for some weeks and not straight back to msia. not to mention i'm gonna dropby spore first. and all the stuffs i have to bring back *considering its my first year here - i feel obliged to be bringing back stuffs for ppl* yes yes.if you are reading this most probably you're in the list as well. haven't finished buying for everyone yet though.

hmms back to my mixture *strayed off* i am happy its holidays already :). i am worried about my exams if i need to take supplementary *i seriously very seriously hope not :(* i am excited for my farm work, with a great family too that is. i am reluctant to leave my friends *AWESOME* here in palmie. so soon that is too. i am gone when everyone here is still around. don't get to spend much time with them. and when i'm back from farm work. possibly a few days earlier before flying off, all will be gone. back. or not around. boohoo. but i am also looking forward to going home. where my families are. my other bunch of *AWESOME* friends are. but i know soon enough i will be flying back here. its funny how you can love both place as much. reluctant to leave both places. but love the other just as much. aiks.

have so much untangling to do in my mind right now. things to settle. things to look forward to, things to dread. bahhh. shall eat breakfast, continue to finalise my packing - sealing off boxes,vaccuum the room perhaps, shower, throw in chap chap stuffs.

well till then.i suppose when i blog next i will most probably be in msia already??? more precisely taiping. :)